Today I was jamming out to the song Feel Again by OneRepublic so hard...and of course there is a reason.
God has given me something I didn't think I'd find, and while this journey hasn't been easy, it was one that I believe is worth it. And I made a promise, that I was going to stop at nothing to prove that I am forever grateful for the time I was given.
I don't know the outcome of everything that's been happening over the past few months, but I know that the experiences I've had, the journey I have taken, has led me to not only find myself again, but to find a part of me that was lost, to have the flame in my soul re-ignited. I have pushed myself to be a better person, to become what is wanted of me. I want to show that I can be more than what I'm wanted to be, I can be what I'm needed to be. I will go beyond the call of duty to make sure it all goes right, and even if I'm wrong, I will correct my mistakes, so long as I'm provided forgiveness. No amount of words can ever express the overwhelming feeling that has taken over my heart, and no amount of words will express the true beauty behind it all. Though time is precious and often short, the moments in between are what matter, the moments that were created are now videos in my mind.
I'll relate this to another song...it's a cinema...a Hollywood treasure. The memories replay over and over again, the good, the bad, the love, the anger, the sadness, the happiness. Regardless of the emotions, regardless of the outcome, I know what I need to do. I know that He is listening and He answers. And I know that if He didn't see fit, He wouldn't keep it in my life longer than it needed to be.
