1. I just saw the one day commercial with Joe Jonas and ew.2. Guys are so complicated...the guys that say they're your friends are only your friends when they need you for something, a tutor, a sex buddy, an ear to listen when they're having problems with their cheating or canniving girlfriends. And when they realize that you can offer them so much more, they run from you, scared of what could possibly be something great.
Sadly, we end up doing the same thing in return. We become so involved in what we want, and what we feel we deserve, that we fail to realize that there are people out there who do appreciate us. But we don't want them, we're set in stone in desiring the unattainable, the whole thing comes full circle, and we're trapped in a whirlwind of emotion.
This is why I stay stuck in a world of fantasy. I dream up what I want, I create my own lovestory, in which I get the man of my dreams, and we have a love so untouchable, in which everything we do is in perfect harmony with each other. But then, when I sleep, my "visions" take on a mind of their own. They become molded into what feels like reality, and I see things I don't see in my waking life. I see glimpses of what could be my future, what my life could be like, or what it would be like if I were someone else, did something else, or lived somewhere else.
I guess I can say my life is a little on the side of unusual...but it takes me to unexpected places, and that, I love.
